I was sick…

I was sick over the weekend because of the crazy weather we have been having everyone is catching something.  So may I leave ako ng maaga sa work noong Huwebes. Tumawag ang school ni Precious at may emergency si Anak ko.  May I sundo naman ang torete nyang ina. Kaluoy naman si darling ko dahil matamlay na matamlay at nilalagnat… So hatid ko sya sa balay ng wowo nya.  Dun muna sya habang ang kanyang Inahin ay mag aararo sa palayan.  I love my son so much but I felt I did not do my job as a mother. I was told by my friend that there are 2 parents and 1 could only do so much. But why do I have the feeling that I neglected my son when he needed me? Why do I feel so hurt that I am not the one who took care of him that day?  I picked him up Sunday and he was still not 100%.  His cough has been making him weak. I wish I have something or a special power to make it go away but I feel powerless. All I can do is give him his medicine and give him mommy kisses to make things seems better….